Truly sorry to hear that. Requiescat in pace. I'll keep him and you in my prayers today. As others have said, if anyone feels overwhelmed here, please reach out to someone. Folks here have offered to be listeners. If someone isn't comfortable with talking to someone on the forum, there the suicide prevention hotline: 1-800-273-8255
I'm truly sorry for your loss. Unfortunately I've gone through this with three family members, including my mother and my uncle. It's so hard to understand the reasoning behind it when so many people feel the immense pain of losing someone they love. I wish I could say I had some words of advice. It's just an awful thing to go through. I'm so sorry bud. I know it's been said, but if you ever need to talk I'm always ready. God bless you and your family. You'll be in our prayers.
So first I want to thank everyone here for your support, this week has been a very hard week. Today we got a little closure, his wife brought his ashes home to us. I know this is going to be a slow process but wanted to thank everyone again, it is truly amazing to belong to such an amazing online family. Even if we are slightly dysfunctional.